I’m done with you!
I’m done with the way
you twist and twirl in my blood
wrap yourself in my veins and nerves
make me hold my breath
I’m so done with you!
I’m done with how
you have kept me behind closed doors
and rolled down curtains
You hid my dance in dark places
so nobody would ever see
You shoved me into cracks and corners
where oxygen rarely reaches
you are the taskmaster
that no living soul should ever serve
I am so fucking done with you!!
how you have run your stories
in circles, up and down, in and out
yes, no, maybe, maybe not
everything and nothing…
Today is your day to say good-bye
Take your hat off and walk out.
As you do, don’t turn around
for your words will fall on the ground
Let me now I sit back in my chair,
raise my glass and toast to myself
3 thoughts on “freedom at last!”
Speaking and language can cause anxiety, where does it come from?
Showing art can cause anxiety, too. I would say anything that represents being “nude” in the world, causes anxiety. Taking new steps, moving away from my comfort zone, challenging myself… all that causes anxiety. Oh, I have many more things to note, but I will stick with these for now.
Thank you, by the way 🙂
I just put a photo….I know that allowing an empty feeling is needed for self stability….I don’t think we will be lonely in a bad way…I loved your post. 🙂